Musings.

He’s not a magic man or a perfect fit

But had a steady hand and I got used to it

And a glass cage heart invited me in

And now I’m just a basket case without him.

You’re begging for the truth

So I’m saying it to you.

I’ve been saving your place

But what good does it do?

Now I’m just a basket case.

I don’t say much and it’ll stay that way

You got a steel train touch and I’m just a track you lay

So I’ll stay right here underneath you

I’m just a basket case and that’s what we do…

Posted 1 month ago

I’ve come to realize that a huge component of love is simply giving someone else the power to change your happiness anytime and in any way.

I was feeling so down in the dumps just 24 hours ago, and after talking for hours last night it all went away. It was so unexpected, but I’m glad things turned out the way they did. It feels like we’re finally on the same page, which is ironic since we’re thousands of miles apart now. Then again, maybe true distance and a little time apart are all it took for him to realize that it can’t just end here. There’s still so much more to come…

14 months and still going strong. I’m happy and that’s a gift I will never take for granted.

Posted 1 month ago

It’s supposed to get easier with time, right?

Trying to see the bigger picture and look to the future. Need to focus on getting things done and staying on track.

There’s still so much uncertainty, but I’m not going to let that get in my way anymore.

Whatever happens, happens.

Posted 1 month ago